I cant believe myself. im so fuckin stupid. i feel like such a whore.
New years i went to a party and got drunk and high which is no surprise but still.
I made out with some girls boyfriend and then i started talking with him
i FUCKING HATE MYSELF.
i always do this. i just saw his girlfriends status on Facebook saying that she loved him and i just want to cry. why am i always the other girl. no one ever just wants to be with me :(
and on top of that the ex. is being a dickwad to me too.
when will it end. :'(
maybe if i wasnt such a fuckin screw up people would like me
but i doubt it. :(
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