So the last few days have been rather stressful :(
A girl from my school who knows about my bulimia was telling people about it...and she even told the principal.
what the fuck.
So i attempted to bitch her out...did a shitty job and ended up in the bathroom stall crying.
ugh. to top that off some girls on my soccer team said that i was causing the drama...fuckkkmylifee!
Today...oh gosh my crush told me he hated me...i dont know whether he was joking or not..but probably not. so that threw me off.
I'm just at the point where i wanna cut myself up and show them the pain i feel on the inside on the outside
maybe they would learn to keep their fucking mouths shut if i just up and disappeared from this world...or was sent to the hospital...which i doubt because bitches always talk shit..
So since no one likes me....I've decided to do WHATEVER it takes to lose at least 70 pounds...which would put me close to 70... nobody likes the fat me...maybe they'll like skeleton me....
FAST STARTING NOW: 11:00PM OCTOBER 12TH 2011
Wish me luck ladies...this might kill me.
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