WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?!?!

Why am i never good enough?

Why are you always better than me?

Why can just one thing make a perfect day terrible?

I think i had a perfect day. I went shopping and didnt cry and i went to practice and didnt die and i went to a fire and had alot of fun with my friends.I HAD A COMPLETE DAY PURGE FREE!

But why is it that you text me and ruin my day.

IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS.

everyone likes you. 

you're pretty

you have an amazing personality 

but i cant stand how much i hate you for it. 

i dont even know what else to write because im so fucking depressed.

i hope i dont find my knife tonight. :'[

(This is NOT a suicide attempt FYI) 

ugh fuckit.