Ugh. the other day was AWFUL!
My little brother always finds a way to get under my skin.
First the day started out with the nickname chub-a-lub which he called me over 1,000 times yesterday.
Then he started singing in my face and picking on me about how i suck at driving. -_-
Then my moms genius boyfriend picks the bumpiest road to drive on because i was going to throw up and had a headache.
Assholes.
So i started crying in the car.
No one noticed.
But still the ganging up on me continued.
Then we were home and i was in the bathroom my brother kicks the door open and runs.
so after i was done screaming i went in my room and layed on the bed....he kicked my door open.
I started to have a nervous breakdown.
then again without knocking the door to my room bursts open....my mom...great.
She asked me what i was being a baby about now..thanks mom love yew too.
After i told her she blew up about how every little comment made me cry and that i needed to grow up because if i ever wanted anyone to love me they wouldnt. and if they did they were retarded to put up with my shit.
That made EVERYTHING worse.
So i told her i didnt want to be at her house and i called my dad to pick me up.
she found out and told me that maybe i wouldnt be so cranky if i just ate something. ugh. parents.
So....45 minutes later dadddy is there and we're driving away.
Daddy saved the day this time but if he found out whats really going on he probably wouldnt be so kind.
ugh. then i almost died on my rollerblades. could only do a mile. that ruined my day.
so I finally quit my fast at 84 hours...
New one starting today.
120 hours or bust.
This month I'm gonna lose at least 15 pounds...hopefully 31 though.
A Pound a day.
here i come.
<3 Saydeee
P.S. Ana, Mia i wanna punch you in the face right now. (:
16 hours 22 minutes down.
103 hours 38 minutes to go♥
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