Mia at Breakfast.

So today i was going to be nice to my sister and make her and her friends who all partied and got drunk without me pancakes for breakfast.
(The Alcohol family definately has to many calories so i didnt go)
I did.
But in return for making their breakfast one of her friends called me bulimic and told me i was disgusting.
Now she was kidding but it didnt take long to make me go into a "binge" and have two pancakes.
Plain of coarse♥ yum!
but i felt terrible afterwards and ended up purging.
I just wanna break the purging cycle. my throat kills.
Then i talked to my sister about it and she told me it was my own problem that her friend called me bulimic because i act so strange around food. thanks sis.
But now we are headed off to my moms in an hour or two.
it'll be easy to avoid food for the rest of the day because im so disappointed in myself.
But last night i had a walking movie marathon by myself.
i was on my tredmils watching movies for a while but after 75 minutes on the tredmil i got bored and went outside and did 1000 jump ropes. then i went back in the house and did 200 calories on my ellipitical. so all together it was 1,116 calories. not bad for me at 10:30 at night :)
i was proud. hopefully i'll be able to workout just as hard at my moms tonightt.

So in other news i put my absolute favorite shorts in the world on today and they're to big! :)
i'm kinda sad tho. i REALLY liked those shorts.
but hey there will be new shorts very soon! :)
the only downfall about the very soon part is I'm scared to go school shopping.
what if i'm a large in shirts? or a 13 in pants?! that'd be terrible for me.
but last time i checked i was a 9 in pants and a medium in shirts.
But i wanna be at least a 7 before i go school shopping.  but that might not happen :(
We'll see tho. i have a few tricks up my sleeves.
Muahaha.
54 days♥
Not a clue how many pounds to go.
To scared to check.
<3Saydeee