OhMyGoshWhatARush♥

Soccer = My new obsession.

When i'm with my team i dont feel so alone.

we all struggle and work together.

When i'm on that field nothing matters anymore.

I dont have an eating disorder.

I'm not thinking about the calories or how fat i am.

Its about helping everyone finish that mile.

Its about working together.

I love it.

and it doesnt hurt that im one of the top dogs too (:

Even after practice.

i went for a mile jog.

totaling 2 1/2 miles today

then all of the other exercises we did :)

and im gonna work out again tonight.

I cant wait for practice tomorrow.♥

The only downside to the first practice was my jerk of a boyfriend had practice too and he told me how much i jiggled talking about my chest and it made me cry >:[ i've always been so self concious of my chest because my wonderful grandmother gave me her genes for big boobs.

 R.I.P Grandma Lucy♥ 

so im currently not talking to him. which is good. i need a break from all the verbal abuse.

and i will get that break! :)

muahaha. to the shower!

<3Sayde